Sunday, November 8, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
knowing my self
there's a trying-to-be-thief inside me, i'm embarrassed enough of him to hide him from everybody around. he tries to steal all the good things from here and there. he tries to steal all the great ideas, great lines or anything that's great, out of the box. but every time i manage to suppress his desire. he wishes the death of the sources after stealing has done. his greatest enemy is my self-respect but bigger in size. they fight a lot.
may be inside everybody, there's a trying-to-be-thief and a bigger self-respect as well. may be they're also fighting every now and then. may be self-respect is winning. may be trying-to-be-thief! who knows? and in my case? who knows?
may be inside everybody, there's a trying-to-be-thief and a bigger self-respect as well. may be they're also fighting every now and then. may be self-respect is winning. may be trying-to-be-thief! who knows? and in my case? who knows?
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
change
exact seven years and ten days back i landed at New Delhi railway station at 4 in the morning. i just(?) had one bag, one suitcase, one carton full of utensils and one blanket and three thousand five hundred rupees only in the pocket, lots of fear and dreams overpowering the others.
within next two days i had a room, so what it was just ten feet by ten feet, i became a resident of Delhi overnight. nothing was great back then only my age that was seven years less.
i knew only four people from this city, now I'll need papers and pen to count how many friends i do have now. (i mean friends by acquaintance here because i don't know how i manage to have handful of friends all the time.)
but seriously life has not changed much, i used to sleep on the floor - i still sleep on the floor, i had to cook to live - i'm still cooking, it was tough to say to NO - it's still tough enough, i used to find myself lonely in the crowd - i still do and lot many other things.
the only changes are now i can't tell my salary or the price of the pair of jeans i wear to my good old school friend who has a shop in the local market or i can't tell my co-workers and friends that i'm old enough, shy enough to run behind the sweet little girl who sits, and will be sitting for the next three months just opposite my cubicle. if i stand i can see her face.
within next two days i had a room, so what it was just ten feet by ten feet, i became a resident of Delhi overnight. nothing was great back then only my age that was seven years less.
i knew only four people from this city, now I'll need papers and pen to count how many friends i do have now. (i mean friends by acquaintance here because i don't know how i manage to have handful of friends all the time.)
but seriously life has not changed much, i used to sleep on the floor - i still sleep on the floor, i had to cook to live - i'm still cooking, it was tough to say to NO - it's still tough enough, i used to find myself lonely in the crowd - i still do and lot many other things.
the only changes are now i can't tell my salary or the price of the pair of jeans i wear to my good old school friend who has a shop in the local market or i can't tell my co-workers and friends that i'm old enough, shy enough to run behind the sweet little girl who sits, and will be sitting for the next three months just opposite my cubicle. if i stand i can see her face.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
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